WHERE IS THIS FROM?!? I MUST KNOW!
since the beginning of the year i’ve been searching for a second job and a credit card so i can have credit and a lil extra money for bills and such, well it’s been 5 months and nothing and my car has been acting up also since the beginning of the year. okay here’s the part that’s gonna be hard to type but i gotta do it to release it from my system. yesterday my car overheated and i was frustrated because this makes it the 10th time its done that, well i get to work and people are judging me on my weight (i’m uber skinny) and that gets to me and then i can’t find a 2nd job and a credit card so i pretty much broke down at work, well an hour later i pick myself up and go on with my day. well i get home and my mechanic says he’s gonna be at the shop till late, well i got off at 5 and when i was home i called and it was busy so i wait and call again and still busy. i wait a lil longer and call and it’s ringing and ringing and ringing and finally that made me snap. i destroyed everything in sight and spilled everything on me and anything and i screamed “I’M SUCH A LOSER!” “I’M NOTHING!” “I’M WORTHLESS SHIT!” and pretty much didn’t stop for an hour and finally i stop and i sit there looking at everything i did and just left it. i have never in my life just snapped like that to the point i destroyed everything and didn’t have a care. i hope i never have that again




